"Sharp Stabbing Words"

Sharp like shattered glass
Slips past your lips and out your mouth
Small and simple
Taken to offence

Dropped in the box
And the walls are too high
I feel like im chased like a fox
And I can’t get by
Keep going down the drain
Your not there to help me
Sucked in all the pain
Try not to let it be

But I can’t
The force is too string
In suppression
I feel so weak
No power over my life
All the choices I make wrong
I just can’t hide it in depression

Waken up in the evening
I can barley get up
My body feels like
A million lbs
I know what’s happening
Not even a crow
Not even a million daisys can make me et up

Ever see what your words do to me?
And then understand why I view you the way I do
Asking for my forgiveness is far too much
Hey im deadly sorry but its just too hard to say

Kissed By TT 3:01 PM

"You've Seen Her"

know you’ve seen her
sitting on the side of the street
she sits by the side of the curb
and everyday she gets beat
maybe its not physically
but you know it’s all mentally

so many times you wanna
lend out a hand
so many times you know you’ve
held back
can’t understand what’s going on
it’s going round and round
and this is
what she calls life

that’s where she calls home
does anyone know the real her?
Everyday
All alone
She cries and cries all day long

Kissed By TT 2:59 PM

"Not As Strong As You Thought"

How do you think your capable
When you can’t hold yourself upright
& your on the verge to break all down
how can you make the judgment to be
what you think you are
every little thing you do
can change your fate
what you think you can chjange
what you think you know
is none existant

theres no excuse
no lies
theres nothing to change your mind
there’s no thought
no piece
no sence in what your doing
and that choice that you made
not only changed your life
but you know now
and you knew you’d be changin another

so yours wasn’t worth it, oh no
you didn’t have to take another as well
it’s because of you
this is what you do
and you can’t take it

try to ignore it
that’ll never change it
it’s what you did
and that was the coice you made
the reason why you did
there isn’t one cuz it’s so stupid
you didn’t even think to bother
no commen sense
you cant change what you did
it happened
you can’t change anything now

Kissed By TT 2:59 PM

"More"

Doesn’t feel
Only thing is numb
No emotion
No impact
Is this really it?
Always imagined it to be
Something really big
But I didn’t feel a thing
Not a thing at all
Hm weird
Always pictured it to be something else
Something big
That would change me
But theres nothing there no feelings
Not even a tear to shed
No fear no commitment
Nothing there to get me moving
No stopping no moving
So oblivious to everything around
This day
Stands for nothing
Last day to see you
To be with you
When I see you again everything will change
Different is what we’ll all be
What we can’t change though is what we are and can be
What else should I expect
When I expected something more
You’d think it meant something
Guess we were wrong

Kissed By TT 2:55 PM

"More"

Doesn’t feel
Only thing is numb
No emotion
No impact
Is this really it?
Always imagined it to be
Something really big
But I didn’t feel a thing
Not a thing at all
Hm weird
Always pictured it to be something else
Something big
That would change me
But theres nothing there no feelings
Not even a tear to shed
No fear no commitment
Nothing there to get me moving
No stopping no moving
So oblivious to everything around
This day
Stands for nothing
Last day to see you
To be with you
When I see you again everything will change
Different is what we’ll all be
What we can’t change though is what we are and can be
What else should I expect
When I expected something more
You’d think it meant something
Guess we were wrong

Kissed By TT 2:54 PM

"Put In So Much"

Time no longer slowly ticks
Nor does it seem to wait
Faster and faster it ticks away
Along with each day of out lives
Today’s tomorrow, tomorrow’s next year
Next thing I know
I’ve got to decide
There’s 80 years ahead and now I need to decide
How I’m going to spend the next 80 years of my life
To work all my life
And die so exuaghstedly
Live so hard and is it really worth
All the pain and suffering?
What more can I gain?
Strength?
What is strength going to help?
To work even harder and suffer even more?
It’s the never-ending cycle day after day
Same old everything every day
Till I can’t give anymore
Time to give up
Time to go

Kissed By TT 2:53 PM

"Lost Little Girl"

Try to get his attention
Yet I fail to succeed
Seems to me that he’s
Enveloped in her every move
Unraveled by her every thought
Bedazzled be her entirety
And I look to myself
What have I’ve to compare to her?
What have I that could…..
And I’m lost at that
What’ve I at all?
It’s not about him anymore
And it was never about her
It’s not about who’s there
For that second
I realized
What have I,
That distinguishes me from everyone else?
Empuzzlement rings through my mind
And then disappointment is what im left with
The girl hidden under layers of what appears to be confidence
Once again has unraveled
Yet again I am visited
By the scene of disappointment
The scene of what’s not there
The scene of the show
And the true me
A lost little girl
Is revealed once more


Time no longer slowly ticks
Nor does it seem to wait
Faster and faster it ticks away
Along with each day of out lives
Today’s tomorrow, tomorrow’s next year
Next thing I know
I’ve got to decide
There’s 80 years ahead and now I need to decide
How I’m going to spend the next 80 years of my life
To work all my life
And die so exuaghstedly
Live so hard and is it really worth
All the pain and suffering?
What more can I gain?
Strength?
What is strength going to help?
To work even harder and suffer even more?
It’s the never-ending cycle day after day
Same old everything every day
Till I can’t give anymore
Time to give up
Time to go

Kissed By TT 2:52 PM

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